A break from Stress
hahha taking a break from studies for tonight.
After 3 papers in 2 days!! Tough!!
Had a nice day in church. as usual Din pay much attention to sermon or worship!!
Was told by fel tt i need to be mary and not martha!!
I know tt lah!! so many times already, God trying to tell me tt!!
Shall work on worhsipping him is spirit n in truth 1st!!
i saw miss K yeasterday!! After my 1st paper on friday, i thought i might meet her along the way out of the exam hall. Initially, i tot i caught a glimsp of her(actually is her bag), she was inside a life, doors closing.
i took the stairs. On my way down actaully i was keeping a lookout for her. But i tell meself, if it's fated then we will somehow meet again!! Then later at the canteen i really see her! She gave me a smile, which means she is ok, or maybe she just try to be polite (as i know she would). I got her a drink as she "da pao" back to her hall to eat wif, ya tt guy which hangs out with her!!
This time i really want to care for her, as a sister!! I wasn't affected by any reaction she might have!! or what will she think about my action!! After my lunch, i had some spare time, i took out the bible and read a short passage as i'm trying to read thru the bible! started off from Joshua since march. Now i'm at 1st samuel!
The part where hanna is praying to God for a child as she was "suan" (aka irritate) by the other wife that Elkanah had. When Eli the priest mistook her for being drunk, she replied: (1 sam 1:15-16)
"I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the LORD. Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief."
then Eli replied:(v17)
"Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant you what you have asked of him."
This verse is like talking to me!!
i had been griefing for too long, my prayers seems to be filled with anguish, abt myself, the stuff i did, for myself even rushing the process of wanting to advance into relationship but not building on firendship. i'm filled with grief not able to let it go!! i kept asking God, "so how when will it end?" (read my previous post for evidence)
Well i guess God answered what i had been asking for a long time!!
GO IN PEACE!! haha Peace is what i need!!
Finally i think i had let go of a major amount of this issue, i dunno when the next wave of emotion will come (hope it wun come at all) Pray tt God will just bring the girl, the helper in my life journey with god, in his own time!!
Waiting is all i can do!!HAHAHA
Time to start revision!! Thanks for reading such a LOONNNNGGG post!!
Hahaha...
After 3 papers in 2 days!! Tough!!
Had a nice day in church. as usual Din pay much attention to sermon or worship!!
Was told by fel tt i need to be mary and not martha!!
I know tt lah!! so many times already, God trying to tell me tt!!
Shall work on worhsipping him is spirit n in truth 1st!!
i saw miss K yeasterday!! After my 1st paper on friday, i thought i might meet her along the way out of the exam hall. Initially, i tot i caught a glimsp of her(actually is her bag), she was inside a life, doors closing.
i took the stairs. On my way down actaully i was keeping a lookout for her. But i tell meself, if it's fated then we will somehow meet again!! Then later at the canteen i really see her! She gave me a smile, which means she is ok, or maybe she just try to be polite (as i know she would). I got her a drink as she "da pao" back to her hall to eat wif, ya tt guy which hangs out with her!!
This time i really want to care for her, as a sister!! I wasn't affected by any reaction she might have!! or what will she think about my action!! After my lunch, i had some spare time, i took out the bible and read a short passage as i'm trying to read thru the bible! started off from Joshua since march. Now i'm at 1st samuel!
The part where hanna is praying to God for a child as she was "suan" (aka irritate) by the other wife that Elkanah had. When Eli the priest mistook her for being drunk, she replied: (1 sam 1:15-16)
"I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the LORD. Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief."
then Eli replied:(v17)
"Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant you what you have asked of him."
This verse is like talking to me!!
i had been griefing for too long, my prayers seems to be filled with anguish, abt myself, the stuff i did, for myself even rushing the process of wanting to advance into relationship but not building on firendship. i'm filled with grief not able to let it go!! i kept asking God, "so how when will it end?" (read my previous post for evidence)
Well i guess God answered what i had been asking for a long time!!
GO IN PEACE!! haha Peace is what i need!!
Finally i think i had let go of a major amount of this issue, i dunno when the next wave of emotion will come (hope it wun come at all) Pray tt God will just bring the girl, the helper in my life journey with god, in his own time!!
Waiting is all i can do!!HAHAHA
Time to start revision!! Thanks for reading such a LOONNNNGGG post!!
Hahaha...
posted by Rongjie at 10:04 PM
2 Comments:
Yo brother!!
I am so happy for you!!
Finally peace has found home in your heart. All thanks to Jesus!
I hope you will be a blessing to other brother and sisters in the future, in sharing how the Lord brought you through =)
Praise the Lord
oh one more thing,
you can delete the crappy commercials buy making them verify using the comments verifier in the blog options/ settings menu
Hope it gets rid of the spam =)
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