Ultimate Sianess

Suddenly i really dunno how to study anymore!!
Got 15/30 for my accounting paper!!

I out in so much effort to study for it!! Yet the results is like such..
The average standard is 22 points. WA LAO i feel like am i stupid or what??
Come to nus to study and all i get is just trash results!!

Maybe it's a wake up call for me ba!!
Time to work harder, more then what i put in then before...
I shall not blame God coz i know He has his devine purpose for tt to happen!!

But can't help feeling sianz....

Help me God!!! All i can ask of you!!