God IS good

Praise the Lord for being always so forgiving

i'm forgiven because of God's forsaken!
i want to tahnk God for still holding on to me at my lowest point in life!
I thank you for arragning one of my dear brother wen xian to talk to me yesterday.
He shared to me his experience and also on Hebrews 12

Some key stuff that thru him god ahd showed me:
V1: let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

V2: Let us fix our eyes on Jesus,...
V3: Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

V4:In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of shedding your blood. {Which i have not reach that extend but do hav the tot of doing something foolish}

V5-6: And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons:
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline,
and do not lose heart when he rebukes you,
because the Lord disciplines those he loves,
and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son."

V7: Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?

V11: No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.

12-13: Therefore, strengthen your feeble arms and weak knees. "Make level paths for your feet," so that the lame may not be disabled, but rather healed.

This is just some of the stuff that was shared to me.
No discipline seems pleasent when you are in it. That phrase strike me the most!
Since i'm a Son of God, then naturally God will discipline me, just like i got discipline by my dad yesterday for not concentrating on my studies.

Well i thank God for not giving me up, he is like what wen xian said, he is in the process of moulding me and concurrently he is also moulding the sister that he had created for me and when the time is ready for us to meet. He'll bring her to me, like how he brought eve to adam!

The fact that when i see miss k, i'll still feel the pain, at times i'll still have problem facing her, but the Waves of emotions seems to be settling down and the time needed for healing is getting shorter. i guess very soon we'll be back to normal terms where this crush feeling will just subside and God will put new challnges in my life once again for 1 purpose.

For his Him to be glorified. No matter what situtation you are in He wants you to surrender to him. To let him reign in your life. To all who are reading this blog. hope you will know him personally and no matter what problems you are facing. Learn to let go, the fact of letting go is not easy but once you allow God to control the situation, He will provide EVERYTHING that you need.

Note it is need not want!