dun think of the white elephant

Dun think of the white elephant!!
Dun think of the white elephant!!
Dun think of the white elephant!!


Tell me what is on your mind now?

White elephant rite?

haiz... it's the same logic, the harder i try to forget Miss K(read my previous post), the more i will think of her!!

How i wish that things will be back to normal, thou i know it'll never be! Learning to let go, never easy. Everytime i tot i had let go, i get emotional again after 2 days. This feeling comes in wave, 1 wave dies a bit, the next wave of emotional feeling comes again.

According to Sijie(crusade staff), she encourage me to replace this feeling and thought with another. The more i resist the thought, the more the thought will come back to hunt me! There are a lot of things in my mind, to really let go. The only time i will forget abt her, is when i found someone better then her! That is what i feel, unless God can take tt feeling away, but my God dun work that way! So to preserve, to look upwards and not sidewards. To find faithful brother to talk abt my feelings and also to seek advice from more mature christians around me.

haiz... life is sianz all over again!