Blessed to be a blessing

Hahah I did something crazy again!!
I've signed up for a mission trip to Japan! Dunno why I sign up for such a country but maybe it's for the fun and also a wish of mine to visit Japan!

Come think of it! I find it kind of crazy but ya I've signed up for it! Not to sure How God's leading is! Somehow this time the calling to Japan is not as strong as The ultimate road trip (TURT). It might be a brand new experience for all you know!

Time to pick up some serious Japanese phrase, not those I picked up from anion! Maybe I shd find my Jap friend to teach me Japanese. But it's totally different from Thailand, I'm sure! The people in Thailand is so friendly in contrast to Japanese being so materistic and so realistic society! When I think of it, I'm sort of afraid of the people I meet there. The indifference attitude of these Japanese! Survival in Japan!

Erm there are excited feeling and also scary feelings!! Mixed feelings..

Saw miss k today again! I din talk to her at all. Had a slight moment of eye contact but we did not talk! Still feel the wall between us! So realistic, so cold but maybe it's all my speculation. Maybe she is just busy!! Hahaha it's one of my bad traits. Being judgmental and thinking too much about not related stuff.

ok back to my normal life!!