Sunday, January 08, 2006

After the gathering of the engin crusaders

haha just came back from the engin crusade gathering!
We should hold more of such outings! It's fun.
Thanks Sharon for opening your house for such events!!

Well let's talk abt yesterday nite!
Suddenly i felt stress over the new semester! Maybe my grade last sem is still hunting me! So much so that i feel tt i need to talk to someone over this matter, to motivate me for the new sem!

i talk to one of my church sister, ShiQing aka SQ. She had just finished her JC and wiating for A level's results so she can further her studies overseas! She had been one of my newlly found msn khaki(the way she like khaki to be spelt). Although she is young, she is the person that God put to talk to me! She tell me not to give up and work harder for the next sem coz for my modules last sem, i just totally dun not what is happening! even at times i tried to revise what was taught, i cannot understand what is the theory! So i just wanted to give up.

My caps now stand at 3.19 and there is little or no chance for me to get to 2nd lower at all coz it is too far to improve within 3 sem! But ya i know i shd just do my best and leave all these comparing behind me, but tt is me lah, always compraing things. I hope tt God will change that part of me which i know will stumble me time and time again!

Haha in the end, we conculded that it's still the attitude behind the work that matters the most. No matter what grade we get, it's just the worldly standard of benchmarking us! If we truely felt that we have put in our best, the results might seems bad but we know that there is nothing more we can do as we have done our best!

Thank You janice (another sister from my CG during meta), Thank you SQ
Lastly THANK YOU GOD!! It's a blessing to know that even we screw things up, he is there to help us to clear the mess tt we are in, times and times again!
He is there, just tt are you willing to SURRENDER to him!

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